5/2/07

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// prayer for ::

Its 12:3oam and I'm home!! I even got time to blog. Earliest I got home yet.

Normally, I'll be in office until late late night, or outside having supper and watching my mentors play xbox at Cine. Past 2 nights, I've been with them and watching them play xbox until 4am in the morning. Yesterday I reached home at 5 plus. But I had fun. Being with them helps me to understand them more and such.

Nothing much to talk about. Only work. Today I had to give a speech. Again. Juz because I hold company's record of fastest to position. I was talking then halfway I blank out. Mr Bryan was right in front of me -.- and he kept smiling cuz I probably looked dumb on stage. But it really feels gd. To know that ppl look up to you and all tt.

I had fun today. I duno why also haha..But I had fun..

Jan I clinched Top Personal Sales and 2nd Manager Sales. And Mr Chris got Top BM Sales. Solid man.

Now..Plans are made for me to start with my car. I was suddenly so reluctant to start a couple of hrs ago. Then Mr Chris talked to me. After he talked, I was still negative. Then I went for supper with two other guys. And I realised that Mr Chris was alr facing enough challenges with the fight for his own car. I felt so remorseful =x I will apologize to him tmr...I hope I rmb tho hahaa ..

I was still feeling negative. Then I talked to someone. He said...If I dared to try, there is a chance I will succeed. But if I give up without even starting, I have alr failed.

It woke me up. I dont have the courage to thank you directly. But I know you'll read this. Thanks.